yesterday= :)

So I finished up my least favorite class yesterday.  I think our presentation went well.  I still felt like we were boring though.. next time I wanna pick the topic and do something that is more fun.  It's hard to present something when you are even bored with it.
After school I went riding with Thomas.  We rode all the way to Patsy's which was a very long drive lol.  Well it was really nice just being outside in the woods and just riding, I have not done that forever!  We got there and they didn't have their 4wheeler to go with us but it ended up calling for rain and it was freezing out already..  well we ended up all getting into some 9 x 3.  I had a lot of fun just hanging out and talking.  I miss Patsy a lot so it was great to see her. Well it eventually started sprinkling a bit so we ended up heading back.  I just knew it'd down pour on us since it was so flippin' cold and it was dark lol.  It just sprinkled a little was all.  When we got back I bout died because I remembered I hadn't put my camera back in my purse after I showed it to Patsy, I had put it in my back pocket...yeah it came out along the way... soo you know me and my camera..I was sad.  I tried really hard to pretend though and just say fuck it.  Well Thomas is a real nice guy so he took me all the way back in is car..which even in a car was a long drive lol.  The trail was big enough for his car by the way for those of you wondering :P
He found it, it was right out by Patsy's house in the road.  It cracked my screen, but it still works fine!  So I am content with that however, I have a warranty so I am gonna see if that would be covered just because I mid as well.
I didn't even get to tell you guys he took me out Thursday to dinner and a movie.  he's a pretty swell guy!  I loved the movie.  It was Easy A and I really liked it. 
Well and as usual my family is like omg are you guys dating blah blah...
Why does everyone think you have to just date the first mofo that is nice to you?  I mean don't get me wrong at all he is a great guy.. it's just ya know..I kinda wanna take my time..kinda wanna do it right this time...  I have went out with guys and hung out quite a bit lately but Thomas is probably one of the nicest.. I am just not ready for commitment and besides I'd really like to be friends for a while and make sure of things..  I really need to be single and have fun.  Just be me for awhile.  I really don't need a guy.
I always thought I did but I am finally realizing that I am happy just with myself especially with all my buddies that I had before and now I have lots more then I did.. it makes me smile a lot :)
I am just really content even though my situation seemed awful when I first landed into it.  but slowly I am making life worth while and getting myself back!  For the first time in forever I know myself again.  I like it!
Once I get my car either very updated or a new one then I am looking into apartments because I am even confident that I will be fine on my own.  I need to be on my own in my own place.  I can't wait!  I know the bills will suck but I don't want to depend on people.  and like I said before I sure the hell do not want to settle.