:)

so things have been nicer:

mamaw's blood pressure is starting to come down.  :)  imagine that now that she is taking her other medication she was missing.  I take her tomorrow for an EKG test and heart scan.  The doctors were real worried when I took her to her appointment Tuesday b/c her blood pressure being up so much.. she is starting to act better but she is real worried.  she finally broke down and talked to me about how she is scared.  so i hope they can ease her mind some.

so i liked yesterday a lot.  :)  got to hang out with someone really awesome.
i don't wanna dare get excited too much about it though. 
I have always liked him...  we'll see what happens

the only thing sucking right now is that I'm freezing in this house and i can never stay asleep b/c if people are not noisy then the fucking birds are whistling.
.....  i have got to get a place soon.  I just feel like i have no privacy and i just do not feel comfortable much like i use to.  nothing has changed, except for me.  because i am use to not being here until recently.  and this time imma kick people's ass out instead of me being thrown out unless my buddy decided to get a room mate.  but not relying on boys thats fo sho. 

ah, maybe i will try sleeping now that everyone has decided to calm down here..