day dreams fill my head
there's an emptines in my heart
It feels so akward
I want someone to love, but only if they'll love me back
and I am pushing each and every guy away
so afraid of what they'll do to me
I wont allow them in
they have to have something special
my time is much too precious to waste
no i will not settle
I am finding the perfect one even if I have to wait
For the first time I am happy with being lonely
I am enjoying other things
I am told my standards are awfully high, well fuck you and get out of my life :P
If you are not willing to better yourself
then your place is definitely not here with me
there is only one exception that I have found and ofcourse he doesn't want me
oh it s no surprise we've talked of this day how many times?
finally we are both free and now you have excuses?
I suppose I do too
what is wrong with me and you?
perhaps we are a little too alike
well that's another story, hmm I need to find someone else to think about
to dream about
to wonder what we could be
but really I am just happy being with me :)
because I know the longer I wait, the better my chances are
the longer I wait I can find what I have always wanted
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