it is true

my brain never shuts down
these thoughts really are endless
my ideas race too fast for me to catch them all
I smile so loud but I do not always mean it
sometimes we must pretend not just to fool those around
but to trick ourselves as well
funny thing psychology is
I am starting to understand it pretty well
I laugh as I confuse people with my odd sense of humor
I like that myself is back
no more meds for me and best of all no more guys wasting time
time for my life, it's time for me to shine
happy--yes I am
lonely-- yes but not enough to blow my plans
miss independent is back
so don't believe I will put up with some shit
those days are gone hun
if you like me you best be figuring out
Girls like me don't just hang around and wait
there are too many guys
too many ladies
remember baby my door swings both ways
I have many more options then you might think
Right now I just choose to have some fun but eventually Imma need
someone to kick it with
someone to be my boo
someday Imma make them realize
hey it could have been just as easy for you to be by my side
you have to give me reasons
i have to see what makes you special
how is it exactly that you stand out from the rest?
trust me I'll figure you out, just save us both the time and be honest
you guys do not fool me for a minute
oh i do hope that one of you can change my outlook on this relationship subject
right now it just seems so pointless
I just want someone real
someone to match me
but i keep coming up with any reason in the world to shut everyone out
i need someone to change my mind
are you gonna be that someone?  doubt it
ha i know i'm so positive, right?
well this is me
feel free to leave at any time
i love myself too much to let anyone ruin my life.